""ANGEL OF MINE""
Thank you, Julie
http://public.fotki.com/juliehollie/
""A SPECIAL PLACE FOR KANDA""
Thirty years, ten months, twelve and three fourth days,
you were my angel on earth,
5:30 PM on April 13, 2004,
my world ended for
that
one moment in time.
The person I had become for 55 years, I would never be again.
Not only you I had lost, but myself as well and
I don't know who I am, I can't find
"ME'"
without you.
I am now, as I have been,
over these past 3 years,
a stranger living in my own body,
knowing I must
eventually search my soul
and heart.
A special place
within me,
I must find for you,
"MY KANDA" as well as "MYSELF"
""OUR BOND,
ATTACHED AGAIN
WE MUST BE.""
You were once part of my body,
I carried under my heart, now I carry you
in my heart,
but through all the memories
of those
30 years, ten months, twelve and three fourth days,
always,
you are with me,
the wind that blows through my hair,
your angelic gentle touch,
the smell of your perfume, your contagious laughter.
Best of all, those naughty giggles,
faintly I hear, if I listen very quietly.
The shadow of your smile,
and
"WOW,"
your wonderful grin,
as I close my eyes, I can see so clearly
as though time has turned in reverse.
Full of life,
and so much a part of my life you were.
From May 24th of 1973 to that evening,
in April,
somewhere, but where,
will you now always be with me,
that for which I am constantly searching in
my waking moments,
still confused,
going backward and forward,
falling into space, still holding to that
which I no longer will ever have again
in my life,
YOU,
ONCE, MY EARTHLY ANGEL?
I
must find,
NOW,
this precious,
special place you will remain
forever within me.
Where, Kanda??
Life is moving on, but I am trapped,
Where is
your special place within me for the rest of my life?
I must find that place, I must go on with life, as you can't be
who you were before that fateful afternoon
of
April 13th, 2004.
Your earthly journey, you have traveled, now you are resting
within me, but where?
I lost myself when I lost you,
therefore:
I MUST FIND YOU AGAIN,
A PLACE WITHIN ME FOR YOU,
MY PRECIOUS
KANDA.
I must live, not only for me, but for you
to find my peace within.
Still searching for
A SPECIAL PLACE FOR MY PRECIOUS
HEAVENLY ANGEL,
KANDA
Mom 4 ever
""LOVE YOU FOREVER""
AUGUST 2007
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